May 8th, 2009 by ivanacutchacocoff
My heart aches when I talk to you
My heart aches when I don’t hear from you
My heart aches when I long for you
I don’t know why
You’ve taken over my thoughts
I can’t explain
You’re still a stranger
Far away
I want you close by
I miss your embrace
Holding you close
My heart aches
I miss you!
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July 3rd, 2008 by ivanacutchacocoff
It’s been so long when you bid goodbye,
It’s when my heart starts to cry,
Though the decision causes so much pain,
But in my heart you still remain.
Yes, it’s been so long when you bid goodbye,
And I’d promise myself “that no more cry”,
For the memories that must left behind,
And the love that must keep inside.
Yes, it’s been so long…
But in my heart there’s still a hope,
That someday, somewhere, somehow…
I will find myself sitting beside you,
Saying the words “I Love You…”
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March 22nd, 2008 by ivanacutchacocoff
Something wonderful happened to me a month ago,
A special someone made my heart smile again,
And I let him in…
The look i got from the deepth of his eyes,
The warmth i felt when he embrased me from behind,
The feeling i got from him kissing my lips,
The sensation i felt when he said i was special…
Tell me,
Am I wrong letting him into my heart?
Am I wrong when i think i see the look into his eyes?
Am I wrong when i feel the warmth in his embrases?
Am I wrong feeling like I do when he kiss me?
And am I wrong trusting his words…..?
My heart is scarred of getting hurt,
And my soul just the same…
Am I doing the right thing when I listen to my heart?
Should I leave it open or should I close it up again?
I need to know, so…..
Please tell me,
Cause you are the one that makes me feel all these things
And the one that makes me ask all these questions….
Please tell me….
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December 13th, 2006 by ivanacutchacocoff
I am so confused because I know that I love you but sometimes I feel that you and I may not be real… It’s hard to conceal the love that I have but time is going fast, making me wonder if we will last. I must admit that our relationship is different coz we hardly ever talk anymore and you are getting distant. I keep fighting to keep this love alive, it’s like you’re blind to the fact that I’m dying inside. you can’t see that I cry all the time coz I love someone whose falling out of lovE with me and that’s the saddest situati0n to ever be. I s0metimEs catch myself wondering if it’s love or lust that’s keeping us together. It must be lust because love is sUpp0sed t0 last forever but slowly your love is leaving my life still I struggle and fight to h0ld on to it tight but I’m losing my grip; y0u are starting to slip. The pain and agony is driving me insane but I truly believe that we can be the way we were again. Friends say I’m crazy; they say y0u are already gone, although I know it’s true, I pray to GOD that they are wrong. Deep down in my heart I know it’s a losing game but I’m a fool in love, so I keep holding on in vain. It’s so hard to accept the fact that you and I are through but it’s also very hard to love someone who doesn’t even love you!
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December 13th, 2006 by ivanacutchacocoff
I’m trying to figure out why my soul is so hurt…
Why I’ve had so many relationships and none ever worked…
Why I’ve love so many people and the feeling wasn’t returned…
Why after every mistake I made the lesson I never learned…
I know I deserve the best but for some reason I always settle 4 less…
Being used and abused and treated as if I were invisible…
Pretending 2 be in love but only feeling miserable…
Maybe love for me wasn’t meant 2 be enjoyed…
Every time I think I feel it my heart gets played like a toy…
I kn0w that I’m 2 young 2 think…
with love I should be done but my heart is broken beyond repair..
And happiness is foreign 2 me, I only kn0w despair…
Love is like a game–But it doesn’t play fair
And every time I play I end up with nothing but tears…
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